Sorry I haven't updated in years, guys.
I've mostly been relaxing the last 2 weeks and recovering from the most strenuous school year I've experienced yet
(not helped by widespread assurances that next year will be a hundred times worse)
and it doesn't help that Friday I came down with the 24 hour flu
threw up 6 times in one night until it was just dry heaves
and literally did not eat anything except a bowl of soup through Saturday.
Yesterday I felt better until I decided to be brave and eat salad and an artichoke
to which I subsequently fell prey to with staying awake nauseous until 4 in the morning
and today I managed one piece of toast and a bowl of soup with a half-slice of foccacia bread.
The upside is I lost almost 4 pounds??
But other than that I still feel like shit and I'm scared to eat anything but bread and soup.
Pity party aside somewhat -
the trailer for Harry Potter 7 (???!!!!) came out today
and I realized that I am almost an adult
I swear to God I read those books in 2nd grade
a private screening of the first Harry Potter movie
And the last part of the last movie comes out a month after I graduate from high school
and basically give up being a kid for good.
And I swear I feel like crying because it's like some invisible precipice I've been hurtling toward for ten years now?
And it's amazing, and still a year away, but terrifying all the same.
I'm so excited, but not so ready.
I've mostly been relaxing the last 2 weeks and recovering from the most strenuous school year I've experienced yet
(not helped by widespread assurances that next year will be a hundred times worse)
and it doesn't help that Friday I came down with the 24 hour flu
threw up 6 times in one night until it was just dry heaves
and literally did not eat anything except a bowl of soup through Saturday.
Yesterday I felt better until I decided to be brave and eat salad and an artichoke
to which I subsequently fell prey to with staying awake nauseous until 4 in the morning
and today I managed one piece of toast and a bowl of soup with a half-slice of foccacia bread.
The upside is I lost almost 4 pounds??
But other than that I still feel like shit and I'm scared to eat anything but bread and soup.
Pity party aside somewhat -
the trailer for Harry Potter 7 (???!!!!) came out today
and I realized that I am almost an adult
I swear to God I read those books in 2nd grade
a private screening of the first Harry Potter movie
And the last part of the last movie comes out a month after I graduate from high school
and basically give up being a kid for good.
And I swear I feel like crying because it's like some invisible precipice I've been hurtling toward for ten years now?
And it's amazing, and still a year away, but terrifying all the same.
I'm so excited, but not so ready.
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